Wednesday, 26 February 2014

something bad is going to happen in my personal life i have this bad feeling its just going to end bad in my family...what should i do?i have no idea!!!!

**family is everything! 

Thursday, 16 January 2014

Finally! I’m back to blogging


I m so sorry for my lack of blog posts !it’s not that I haven’t had anything to say its more that there is so much to say that I didn’t quite know where to start.welcome or shall I say welcome back?after going through one of the most stressful times.i think ive been writing this post in my head for something like 2 or 3 months,but thats just how difficult sitting down to post has become and its one of the reasons i miss being here..i miss my blog
I'm just so fucking stressed out or I have so much to do that I will never get it done..how about this one?they put so much on me that I just cannot handle the stress…”OVERLOAD”!!!!!!!!

miss you so much mom!since you left i always cry inside my heart thats why home is not home without mom is @*&#*&^*#&


Friday, 26 October 2012

I M BACK...



morning world,n i m finally back ma blogger life..after leaving my blog hmm half year?start from now onwards i will blog often..
seriously i cant sleep at night .. gonna crazy soon!just feel dizzy but cant sleep..22 hours straight without sleep'
no wonder my eye so easily get red,grrr..i hate it!!


still sad that i m not going big bang concert later,to those who r attending their concert,have fun ya!:p
stop here,n stay tuned..

Thursday, 27 October 2011


表面再坚强再冷漠再光鲜亮丽,
内心深处也是很需要人去關心的.
這種無奈的感覺﹐頭有一點痛
就像一個窟窿一樣一直有一股冷風吹到心里
還有我的頭腦后面藏著一個大冰塊
一但只要想到 就會覺得眼睛好酸好麻
想到這裡就會融化 然後就會大哭......
轉瞬間又10月尾了﹐
今年過的好快
究竟為什麼這種事會發生?
風水輪流轉嗎?
以前不會 以後也不會
我一直在想﹐想了又想
好久沒認認真真笑一次
我可以找回那真真的我嗎?
我不想在受傷害了
我不想在去面對這一次
不會有奇跡發生了
順其自然吧﹗ 


倒霉的日子還要過
我只想找回那快快樂了的我
可以嗎?


(我灤了頭髮):p

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

"all women cry for no reason"

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she ...told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said, "When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."


i found this on facebook..meaningful!

Tuesday, 6 September 2011

should i forget?no matter wat i am trying n do its always the same...
do u knw?feel like freezing in the darkness,so alone...
i need someone n care me always,not sometimes is always....
all i need is ur love to keep me warm...that's all i want !!!:-)

mummy :(

Sunday, 7 August 2011

MUMMY,I LOVE YOU!

time waits for no one,treasure every moment u hv..i will stay strong,no more tears..thx for all of my relatives so much for tat awesome advice..i promise i'll do it. a big hug for all of u..mum,get well soon..love you!! As i grew up i really nid a lot of those warm hug to make me feel better...

mummy,don't leave us k?we are always here,we need u in our life...I LOVE YOU!u gave us love n laughter,fun n fights n special memories tat we carry in our heart,for me u r real important n special for us,u make us so happy everyday,without u my life would not be the same...u knw?mummy stay strong!i believe u can do it!!!!u promised us when u r feeling better u will go travel with us,everythg going to be better for u..god bless u!love u mom!

Monday, 11 July 2011

SHURAKU japanese restaurant

last friday,i had a great night with my family . we went SHURAKU Japanese restaurant n ate dinner for celebrated my birthday,they such a nice place... 
although i don't have the best celebration,but i enjoyed tat day with them..feel warm n love.n all i want is happiness,that's all i want n all my wish is unfulfilled :(


and the next day,my birthday eve,when i was doing ntg,suddenly my phone RINGS so much and a bunch of message pops out...my heartfelt thx to all my friend who wished me through fb,msg n etc..thank you from the bottom of my heart,u guys are AWESOME!u all made me feel so special n loved..n I wish myself to overcome all the difficulties,I am so happy!!!!!thanks all :)

and lastly

i was so happy n felt so grateful.... 
to my dearest bel,i felt so happy when i saw this :-) quite touched u knw?i feel great u r my sis :-) u too,score-a in ur spm!

feel free n visit bel's blog.. http://babybel0704.blogspot.com/

Friday, 8 July 2011

JULY

i am finally back...today was a wired day,deserve better,n i really hope tat tmr i have an awesome birthday..i am going celebrate with who on my birthday?anyone?
it's still the same with last year k?hope is a much better year than last year..any surprise for my birthday?i got my birthday gifts from my bro n his gf n also my aunt...and thank to my family who celebrated with me yesterday...picture will be upload soon,once again..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MAMA

Sunday, 26 June 2011

the 3rd blog

it took almost half year for me to decide n create an new blog,as u can see this is my new blog, the old one wont be exist anymore...i'll blog often
being single is not a big deal,i walked through a lot things..i had learn my lesson,time for me are very precious!!i should study hard,i cant let my parents be disappointed on me,i want be proud of them...I am starting to thk that somethg is impossible,if somethg tat always hold me back from moving forward n i dun even knw if i am doing the right thing by leaving.is it meant for me to stay,is thr someone else out thr for me?


i let go of the past,move on n a build a great new life,should give me a big big claps..i enjoying my life without him..i am still young, although i dun hv that much experience in life but then again…isn't that just one of the many experiences i am meant to hv, so that one day i wont be as blind as to what to do as i am now..